Let me take you back to when I was 18, living in Fargo, North Dakota. I was a broke teenager craving an adrenaline rush. A local tattoo shop was offering a $20 deal for small tattoos, so my friends and I jumped at the chance. I chose a small butterfly, not realizing then how symbolic it would become in my life.
Now, at 27, approaching 28, I see that butterfly as a representation of my journey. Life hasn’t always been easy; I’ve faced challenges that many might not understand. For a long time, I harbored self-blame for the hardships I experienced. But today, I no longer carry that burden.
Take 2017, for instance, and my experience with Pedro. It’s a chapter that still brings pain. I was manipulated into situations I didn’t want to be in, all because I yearned for love and placed my trust entirely in others. I now realize that such trust should have been placed in God, the one who created us and allows us to experience this physical realm.
The butterfly isn’t just ink on my skin; it’s a symbol of transformation and beauty through all stages of becoming.
And the lips? They serve as a reminder that it’s okay to speak up and use my voice. If you know me, you know I was an extremely shy, timid child who dreaded public speaking. My face would turn beet red, and I’d feel like I was dying inside. I didn’t know how to use my voice and felt unworthy from a young age. That’s a topic for another time. These lips symbolize courage, strength, and the power we all have to speak up.
Hertruth is a brand I’ve created during a season of deep hurt, confusion, and pain. It’s a space for us to share, heal, and grow.
Stay awhile. Let’s watch each other flourish into the butterflies we’re meant to become. You are welcome here.
Love, Monalisa
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